God Spoke

A few days ago I was writing about the sense of unease I have been experiencing and how I have been waiting. I have been waiting for something that I can't even identify or give words to. It is something out there like a fog clouding my vision, leaving me uncertain of where I am standing, and yet I am at peace knowing that the faint glow ahead of me is indeed Light.

Last night God walked right into the room and made His presence known to The Mr. and I. He left us wondering with open mouths, with a sense of surprise and filling us with gentle laughter. It was nothing more than a hint, a subtle nod. A soothing, yes, my child, you've been heard. I've not forgotten or ignored you. I have seen your obedience in spite of your fears. Continue to say yes to Me. Answer when I call. Wait on My time.

And so, now I am tucking this hint into my heart, to treasure and wonder at. I will hold it there and wait and pray. I will cling to it, knowing fully that this will be yet another part in my story, my testimony to the Truth of my Lord.

I recognize yet again how God knows me well, perfectly in fact. He sent my family on a journey to grow and learn so that we would be ready for the next thing.

I wish I could make this all seem normal to you. I wish I could make it seem both dramatic and common-place at the same time. For it was a moment of everything and nothing all at once.