Tuesday, June 3, 2008

I keep sitting down to write a post but I'm all a jumble today.

See, it's the day after a visit, so Little Miss is beside herself. A constant bundle of tears and screaming. Just pure frustration and hurt all wrapped up in the cutest little two year old.

The Little Mr. is working his mind over time to figure out how to get out of school on a permant basis. We're really working on the year round plan over here, but he has other plans.

The Littlest Mr. is beside himself with excitement as he will have his first piano lesson this afternoon. He can hardly wait. He's been ready for hours and washed his hands about a zillion times to make sure they are clean for Miss Angie's piano.

I'm trying to remember to pay for the lessons today. I'm trying to sort out some of the junk of Little Miss's case. My brian is filled to the hilt with things I need to remember and things to do. There are appointments and schedule changes and extra things like belt testing and birthdays and graduations.

Then there are the people things and the waiting things. Yup. Still waiting on a few things just to see where they all come out. Still waiting on a person or two to see how that will settle out as well.

In the mean time, I'm trying to remember that I said I'd be taking things just as them come. I'd be enjoying the peace of knowing it will all happen in it's time and we'll get it all done when we get it done. I'm remembering the part where I said I'd enjoy the days and the small stuff. I'd find the joy.

So I resolve again not to get bogged down in the check lists of life. I resolve to refocus for the rest of the afternoon.

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